she's saying goodbye and leaving tonight

Mon, 03 May 2004 01:27:28 GMT

im done with this journal for now..new oneee

_oceanwhispers _oceanwhispers _oceanwhispers

add me<3

Sun, 02 May 2004 21:05:53 GMT

finallllllyyyyyy <3

situation ; never what u want it to be

Thu, 29 Apr 2004 21:35:57 GMT

i need:

summer
hamptons
montauk
good report card
money
shopping
&
the weekend

i want:

to stop pretending i don't like you
&
to throw this DBQ in the garbage = ]

notice me ; take my hand

Sun, 25 Apr 2004 14:25:58 GMT

belmont fair last night..it was fun and we met these 2 guys that worked there haha but one was an asshole..he like yelled at alexa then said she was acting like colleen cause shes blonde then told me to shut the fuck up cause i talk to much..but then the other guy was um beautiful and he was really cool..anyway we saw some kid rob from sewhanaka that colleen knows and yupp..so the night was fine and everything..
BUT..
i would like to thank mike, matt, and craig for scaring the shit out of me..hah its cool now but dont everrrr do that againnn

i seriously cant take school anymore..my report card wasnt like that bad..like the grades were okay but my mom wants to kill me because i went down in a lot of classes..but oh well..i realllly reallly reallly need summer so bad.. i cant wait..its guna be so much fun..i want to go the hamptons so bad like right noww...i miss it so much..

if only i had the guts to feel this way if only you'd look at me and want to stay

Fri, 23 Apr 2004 01:42:23 GMT

today:frozen cup with melissa julianne humpz anthony and antoinette..melissa came over and we made string stuff while we rocked to bsb yeahhhh

tomorrow:school..ats for jv grls lax against calhoun..oh cant wait to see the merrick's

saturday:sewhanaka lax game(at 10 which is realllly early)then coll-kell soccer game if she lets me come then i dont know....

i heart s-bucks mocha drink thingy

i love you just the way you are

Tue, 20 Apr 2004 20:41:24 GMT

hateme..ohwell = ]

Tue, 20 Apr 2004 00:23:18 GMT

so today me and melissa went on an adventure to 7 eleven...and it was cool hahaa but we "slurpeed it on up" as melissa would say.. and then those orange hats were deff hot..and melissa likes taking choc cookies..niceeee..then we watched room raiderss..

then came home and went to costco with my step dad..2 uncles and my gangster cousin pete..holla..yuppp

im on the wrong side of the day..

Sun, 18 Apr 2004 05:24:42 GMT

haha i heart the bs..

tommy is the best cause he called me tonight and i talked to his friends for like 2 seconds..and then i called him and we talked again..and i miss him

this time i think it could be perfect

its the good advice that you just didnt take and who would of thought it figures

Sat, 17 Apr 2004 15:39:07 GMT

after school yesterday = funn
last night = um gay
anyway...
jenna klein is the coolist cause were guna jump these losers hahaa..

im kinda happy right now cause of something..colleen knows..but i dont know if anythings gunna happen..but im happy

j called..i didnt talk to him for a month..and thats good cause i miss youuu and we talked for a hour..

colleens family got the same house in the hamptons as last year..this is the best house everrr..it is the best bc = we have our own hugee room..usually colleen me cassie and her friends have the room..and it gets soo messy and we leave the beds out and clothes all overrr and its so much fun cause i heart summer..but then we have to close the beds when the boys come over haha..and were prob guna see tommy and brendan..and maybe owen and brendan..and its guna be awesome..i really cant wait for summer..only like 2 more months of school left<33

im babysitting tonight cause i need money soo badd..so yeah

ohoh the bay boys

Thu, 15 Apr 2004 00:14:11 GMT

first day back at school...ehhh not cool not cooll..but yeah..new lj name coming soon maybe..hmm...and yesterday...wow we saw 2 of the oh so famous bay boyssss..haha brendan and tommy came but we still missed owen and the other brendan.. the twinss..but we'll see you guys soon<3..here are some pictures that i stole from my mega cool bff colleeeeeen.....

brendan dunn is gangsterrrrr

reilly..tommy<333333..and katie

bad pic of me but i love tommy and colleen

i love you brendan and tommy..i cant wait to see you in the summmmmerr!!you guys are the besttttt<3..

staring at the ceiling
gives me another feeling
about who you are
and you know i was really thinking ...

i heart you

she kisses everyone goodbye and waves her middle finger high they're never gunna mess with her again

Tue, 13 Apr 2004 04:19:03 GMT

last nite of spring break..very sad.. but tonight was awesomeee haha..matts house with melissa melissa mikeod jackie colleen and mike..so were in the basement and we get bored so we go forking and then we get bored again so we ake the guys take off their clothes and run around with their boxers on so they run around the block in the pouring rain and it was freeezing and we of course run around away from them with their clothes haha..but they finally caught up with us.. so then we went back to matts and got boxers and then we had to go so we ran around in bras and boxers and hats..hha it was sooo funnny..watching random cars drive by haha

2day i just met ppl and wendys and then me matt mike and melissa went to levines and sat in there for an hour reading barbie books hahah amazing..and we didnt even get kicked out lol..and then i ran all the way home with mike cause i promised him that i would run so i did and caitlin does not runnnn haha

anyway..the bay boys aka owen brendan tommy and brendan might be coming tomorrow.. i havent seen them since the summer so that should be really fun<3

Sat, 10 Apr 2004 04:42:26 GMT

how to deal is my new favorite movie = ]

everything in this town is sooo messed up..i dont get how someone can talk sooooo much shit about someone else and then all of a sudden they are like best friends..it makes no sense..my good friend joe penteck tries to explain but i dont understand at all..right now life seriously sucks so much..and i dont understand why..i dont understand how some people do the things they do..and i really wanna know

.....i have a secret, it means nothing right now
........because of both of you

going to bed is the best..colleen knows why..i wear them everynight haha
goodnight

and for a moment you felt important but not in your heart

Fri, 09 Apr 2004 03:31:19 GMT

okay first of all everything in this town is bullshit..
all this fighting and getting mad at ppl is not even worth it..

everytime colleen puts pictures or anyone one else writes an enrty about us hanging out with kevin justin danny and whoever else there is no need for all you gay assholes to write your anonymous comments and try to make us all upset n shit cause the truth is we dont care what anyone thinks at all and even if u do wanna write your opinion..go ahead but you could at least fuking write your name.. if you think your hot shit saying all this stuff on your comments you should at least not be a pussy and say who you are..

second of all...we are not just hanging out with them because kevin and casey broke up so i dont know why anyone thinks that bullshit.. were hanging out with them because they're our friends and if anyone has a problem with that tough shit because your not guna tell us who to be friends with..

and third..we are not hiding that we are friends with them..im writing it on my journal right now..we are friends with kevin justin and danny and we dont have to hide it because we have no reason to..and no one should be mad that we are friends with them cause thats just stupid..anyone can hang out with whoever they want..

& anyone who does stuff on purpose to try to make other people jealous is just gay

cause i wanna learn could u save yourself from someone who loves you for you

Wed, 07 Apr 2004 03:25:13 GMT

okkkkkkkkkkkkkkk slept at samis with colleen and ema and went forking..or knifing lol and were dumb so of course we get locked out and have to run through the climb the fense and run thru the backyard but her mom was already downsatirs cause she heard us leave..so we see her in the kitchen window so we just sit i the backyard untill she comes out and yells at us and was like why are you outside??!?!! and then the next day we find out she thought we were smoking haha

so yesterday we were boredd and dyed colleens hair then went to applebees and then craigs and today justin kevin danny jackie melissa melissa and cindy came over colleens house and we chilled ..dominos..yeah..then dyed colleens hair again..and then we went to melissas house 2nite and watched <3one tree hill<3 yes omg i heart that show soo much..

i have a new friend from austraila..hott haha

i heart vaca and cali boys<3333

i slip another smile in your pocket, my heart is racing to you like a rocket

Sun, 04 Apr 2004 04:30:46 GMT

yesterday me and colleen went melissas new house in bellerose villlllagee and made necklaces and braclets haah funn and then went to colleens house and hung out with kevinnnnn who i havent seen in like 5 million years..so then today i did nothingggg and i just got home from mikes house..and they decided to watch the texas chainsaw masacare and i HATEEE scary movies so i just saw on the couch with a blanket over my face the whole time listening to everybody scream hah

anywayz samis lax game is soon..i cant wait to see you<33mwahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

gbye

but there you go for the last time, i finally know now what i should of known then

Fri, 02 Apr 2004 00:51:43 GMT

i was absent on monday and today..and for some reason i really wanna go to school tomorrow..yeah..i layed in bed and watched tv alll day..3 episodes of the real world..all my children..rocket power..home improvment..knock first.. switched..full house..step by step and judge judy..yup

there is a possibility that me and dana are going to the yellowcard/something corporate concert..which could be cool

i have a shitload of social studies hw i have to do..

we never talk anymore..umm but thats cool i guess..you changed so much..it was so much better when we talked every night and you would actually call me..and when u didnt ignore me online haha boys ... <3 ?

i duno if i should should stay or turn around and run;
the only love i ever knew i threw it all away

Sun, 28 Mar 2004 07:05:28 GMT

heyyyyyyyyyyy at melissaaaasss..interesting night haaahaaa
colleen made the toilet overflow haha good job = ]

your gone your gone your gone your gone your gone your gone your gone your gone away

Wed, 24 Mar 2004 00:47:27 GMT

my day....

-i like you

-i hate sluts

-haha i love how u pretend ur right..you're not and you changed so much

-i screw everything up all the time

- did i mention i hate sluts

-substitute in science 2 days in a row..BEST WEEK EVER

-u piss me off

-i like you

-sluts=i hate

-and....you're not guna make me cry this time..its overrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

so many times we just give it away to someone who couldn't even remember your name

Sun, 21 Mar 2004 05:31:03 GMT

wow we had the best nite everrrr..q-zar..best friends..so much fun..and then i come home and talk to you and you like totally put me in a bad mood...ur being such an asshole right now..

anyway qzar was so much fun you guys are the best everrrr seriously i love you guys so much..i love making friends with little kids who try to kill me playing lazer tagg haha

you seriously have to stop pissing me off so much

cakez haha

Sat, 20 Mar 2004 16:40:58 GMT

-last night..juliannes...
i haven't laughed that hard in a long time
--julianne melissa mike antoinette colleen anthony--
good night

mall today maybe?¿?...

cause I want to learn
can you save yourself for
someone who will love you for you
so many times we
just give it away
someone who couldn't
even remember your name
you save yourself for someone who
loves you for you
loves me for me

we turn our music down and we whisper say what your thinking right now...

Thu, 11 Mar 2004 23:47:48 GMT

me and conor just hung out and walked around for a little..i miss him sooo much and i miss walking home everynite in the summer!!..haha your the besttt

went to the park cause joe n keith had a hockey game last nite..haha mucho fun..maybe oceanside again this weekend..shuld be fun..maybe my cousin wont run away this time and we can actually hang out lol..i was talking to my mom about me getting a car when i start to drive.. haha i love how she pretends im still in 4th grade but yea o yea desmond is the coolist person

you know you love these things

HAVE YOU EVER....

Said "I love you" and meant it?: yes
Been to New York?: live here
Been to Florida?: yeah
California?: ..going this summer
Hawaii?: nope
Mexico?: nope
China?: nope
Canada?: nope
Danced naked?: hmm nope
Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day: dont remember
Wish you were the opposite sex?: maybe
Had an imaginary friend?: baby..named blake adrianna haha

RANDOM

Red or blue?: blue
Spring or fall?: both
Last noise you heard?: music
Things you like in a girl/guy?: eyes..personality
Do you have a crush on someone?: yeah
What book are you reading now?: none
Worst feeling in the world: losing someone
What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning?: i hate school
How many rings before you answer?: 2/3
Future daughter's name: mackenzie/blake
Future son's name: craig or james
If you could have any job you wanted, what would it be?: singer/actress
Are you a lefty, righty or ambidextrous?: righty
What's under your bed?: i think i kicked my math text book under there?
Siblings: 1 bro 4 sis
Location: fp
Piercings: 2 in each ear and the top of one ear..whatever its called

Boyfriend/Girlfriend: nope

THE EXTRA STUFF...

Do you do drugs?: nope
Do you drink: nope
Who is your best friend?: coll & a lot more<3
What kind of Shampoo and Conditioner do you use?: ummm whatevers in the shower
What are you most scared of?: scary movies..blood..needles..getting murdered..heights sometimes
What clothes do you sleep in?: sweatpants/pj pants..t shirt or tanktop
Who is the last person who called you?: conor
Where do you want to get married?: i duno
If you could change anything about yourself what would that be?: stomach
Who do you really hate?: hmmm
Favorite number: 2 & 5 & 22
What Type Automobile Do You Drive: no license
Are You Timely Or Always Late: usually on time
Do You Have A Job: nope..babysitting?
Do You Like Being Around People: most of the time
Are you for world peace: sure
Are you a health freak: umm

STUFF...

Have You Ever Cried Over Something Someone of The Opposite Sex: yes
Do You Have A "Type" Of Person You Always Go After: no
Want Someone You Don't Have Right Now: yeah
Ever Liked a close boy/Girl Friend: yea
Are You Lonely Right Now: um a little but im good
Afraid You'll Never Get Married: no i will
Do You Want To Get Married: yes
Do You Want Kids: 3,..2 gurls and 1 boy..or 1 boy & 1 girl

FAVORITE...

Room In house: mine
Type(s) of music:..a lot
Song: a lot but ape dos mil by glassjaw
Day Of The Week: fri/sat
Color: pink black white
Perfume and/Or Cologne: umm i duno holister/august
Month: august and january
Season: summer cause no school but i love springand fall

IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU....

Cried: yea
Bought Something: yea
Gotten Sick: no
Sang: yes
Said I Love You: yes
Met Someone New: dont think so
Moved On: ummm
Talked To Someone: yeah
Had A Serious Talk: yeah
Missed Someone: yea
Hugged Someone: yeah
Kissed Someone: cheek?
Fought With Your Parents: yes.

the best of both worlds would collide

Tue, 09 Mar 2004 01:57:33 GMT

i love my BFFL<3 haha

cant you see that i wanna be

pictures stolen from colleen kelly..from oside and making the cake for cregggg hah

yes she "brushing her shoulder off"

so gangsterlicios..or wutever

cause im just cool like that

beautiful hair..and colleens beautiful job on the makeupp

cause this was his favorite

coll driving daddys car

me driving daddys car

me driving again

o yeahhhh

craig loved his cake haha

Mon, 08 Mar 2004 02:24:30 GMT

friday..
danielles sweet sixteen..danielle wow u looked so beauiful and it was so much fun!!..
saturday..o-side with colleen slept over and we called my cuzins friend bobby to see where she was so we culd hang out..and he sed she ran away so that was cool yeah..and then called like 50 chinese places that were closed and some ppl dont know how to speak english

colleen:do u deliever to oceanside??
some lady:pork fried rice??
colleen: can i speak to someone who can speak better english?
some lady: 2 orders of pork fried rice??

haha
and then ordered dominos..went outside to get it and just looked at the hot boys down the block..and then ate dominos..and did eachothers makeup and took pictures and slept..yeah and thentoday my daddy took us to sum parkinglot and let us drive oh holler haha mega funnn then got pizza..then makeup..then french vanilla cooladas from dunkin..and then came home..

colleen-you know like when you know somethings wrong...
me- yeaha nd you do it anyway and your just like put it in meeee

haha wow good night good night
pictures on colleens journal soon
the_luckiest1

Tue, 02 Mar 2004 18:59:55 GMT

internet explorer isnt working at my house..theres always something wrong with my computer..greatttt

yesterday went really fast which is good cause i want this week to be over really bad.. shouold be a good weekend

-danielles sweet sixteen
-maybe city
-maybe j
-maybe oceanside

pretty much fell asleep in ss...yeah..and next period me and keith r guna have so much fun in math<3...o yea

and..me and colleen will be making a cake after school..

p.s...i want it to be summer..or may :)

= ]

Sat, 28 Feb 2004 16:38:48 GMT

this was friday night.....

john robbie melissa melissa danny caitlin alexa justin colleen jackie

kevin ..who took the first pic

(pics stolen from colleen)*

tonight will be mucho fun..happy birthday danny!! = ]